I’m a leech

2 12 2004

What a wierd thing to say about yourself, but yes, today I realized that I am a leech. But in the bad sense mind you…let me explain:

Lately, I have been trying to find my way back to the way things used to be…back to the time when I had fun and enjoyment in my life. Don’t get me wrong, being a Dad has joys of its own. But, now and again (even before becoming a Dad), I seek to have a little college fun.

In addition to that, I endeavor to be more creative. I want to start a web site where I can post creative photos and videos as well as display my technical talents. A place where I can show the world a better me.

I know that I can all of this on my own, and I’ve tried. However, thinking back to the time of my life where I actually got some things accomplished, I realize now that I used to feed off the energy of others. I would get inspiration from others, and they from me. I think sometimes it was just another person’s presense. I need to find that again…